LYRICS

 

Dangerously Sober

Well I'm burning on the outside, slowly drowning on the inside and I'm searching for a certain place to hide, but so afraid that I will never find myself again. I'm so lost without it. Without it, I'm so lost. When I've got it, I'm so lost. Take it all away. Never have I ever felt so afraid. I'm digging deeper into my own grave and I'm watching the surface above slowly fade away. Now I'm scratching at the surface. Hiding from this constant nervousness that is always holding me down. Can no longer tell when to smile or frown. I'm dangerously sober and my minds taking over. Never have I ever felt so afraid. I'm digging deeper into my own grave and I'm watching the surface above slowly fade away. I'm crawling out of this hole slowly. I'm grabbing things that I can't reach for. I'm still dangerously sober.

4 Days

Don't try to justify to me your actions, your will is your fortune. There are no excuses to be made, but don't let perception fool you. When your luck runs out there will be consequences to be paid. Where did you expect to find it. Don't look to far. It's right where you left it, before. Why didn't you listen? Why did you ignore? It only cost your soul to be free. Your attention is drawn to by paper and plastic. You will never feel the gold. You will only see the bottoms of our souls. When his memory forsakes him, you will find out then. That he was only trying to save you. Where did you expect to fint it. Don't look to far. It's right where you left it, before. Why didn't you listen? Why did you ignore? It only cost your soul to be free. Conforming, is a broad path. With no answers. Put down your time and wait, just like they did. Is three days not enough? Would four days prove the point? You can take the thirty pieces but you won't take what's free. Read and follow the instructions and you will never die. Must I repeat myself to clarify?

Untitle

If blood were spilling and if lead were flying I wouldn't even be around to know it. If St. Peters gate was crowding while Satans door was swinging, I'd just be enjoying this breath of fresh air, this breath of life inside of me. Without regret, I'll regret I know what is and once was and you'll not find a prouder soul on this blood stained soil. These kills are not vain. These lives lost are not in disdain. It's for your life, for your cause, it's all for your liberty. Someone will die tonight, a bullet fulfills its purpose. It is they who take your place, who have the courage to outweigh fear. Someone will die tonight and I won't even be around to know it.

 

 

 

 

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